Most of all I would have to say that this class was the beginning of truly knowing me. Tears are welling as I write this, acknowledging the incredible gift it was as well as the courage and tenacity it took for me to get there. Somehow tho, I knew I had to be there but what I received was so far beyond what I could have ever dreamed or imagined and believe me I used to have some pretty awesome dreams.
I sat in the front row and took everything in as tho it would be the only class I would ever have. The beauty and magic that showed in that class has no words I know to express it.
Nothing in my life has been the same since that weekend, I have never been the same, and I have never been happier and with such a sense of possibility and gratitude for living.
For what reason am I sharing this story? Dr Dain Heer is returning to Vancouver for another ESB in April and after a lot of questions and courage I have chosen to go and bring my two little boys to their first big class. I have many reasons and justifications to NOT go. I even did this cute thing where I separated myself from the energy of it, so that I wouldn't perceive it for a while. Yet, when I tap into the energy and what it will create, when I ask what will my life be like in 25 years if I go, I cannot deny this for a second.
The more I create my life the clearer this all is. You see I have multiple futures and this energy out there that I have created with the universe. It is unmistakable to me now the choices and creations that match the future I am asking for. If I follow it, beyond what makes sense or what this reality tells me, then I know more possibilities will show up, even greater than what already has. Everyday I perceive this energy of my life, this magnificent creation, and with each choice that resonates with that vibration I HAVE more of me and my future becomes greater.
Perhaps none of this makes any sense and if that is true I thank you kindly for reading this far. But maybe, just maybe, you know somewhere what I am talking about. Perhaps there is a pull or lightness from these words and if so then I encourage you to create your life, to follow the inconceivable choices that match that energy for you because wouldn't it be nice to truly create your living and have a sense of you? Who you really are? And to finally have the things that create uncontrollable joy and happiness for you?
What would that be like?
In Gratitude For The Curious Seekers,
“The beauty of the Energetic Synthesis of Being means, you get all of you, you get all of everything you can be and have been and haven't been willing to be that you know you are”
~Dr Dain Heer, ESB 2014