Today, I am choosing something very different. What if I got bigger than the intensity, empowered myself with it, and even turned that energy into creating something phenomenal, outrageous and spectacular?! What would be possible then?
How much of this intensity is actually me?
And what if it wasn’t intensity at all…..
What if this is a new space of potency I am stepping into? This quote stumbled across my path today. “Potency is a certainty of being” Dr Dain Heer. YES! This is an energy I have not allowed in my world for so long, I have resisted it in multiple ways and if I was truly being vulnerable here, I would tell you it scares me. That this level of potency and certainty doesn't even make cognitive sense to me yet it resonates with every molecule of my being right now. It also activates every single alarm I have set, telling me that everyone I love will leave me if I be this. That I will destroy myself.
In keeping with this vulnerability, I honestly don’t know what is going to happen or how all of this will show up. I may lose everything if I don’t back down, if I don’t crumble. I may lose it all.
And I may gain everything I have been asking for.
I have been asking for a lot recently, possibly more than I ever have before and with that ask there has been a growing demand to BE the energy it takes to have it. Did you know that you cannot have something if you are unwilling to BE the energy of? The universe just cannot gift it to you no matter how much it desires to. This energy of potency, this certainty of being is different than I imagined it would be and the more I expand and allow it, the space around me seems to be changing. Molecules rearranging. As I drop more layers of barriers, the more the tears flow, and the greater the space and ease my body has.
Staying present and not backing down is the greatest tool I have right now.
And it is working…
This space of being is actually quite beautiful and wondrous… The more I stay present and curious the more it changes. The energy is colourful, moving and yes so potent.
I love the Access Consciousness question: what energy, space, and consciousness can me and my body be to have total ease with all of this?
And the space changes again. More ease, more joy, more glory.
The intensity has become such a different energy for me. It is actually quite lovely and interesting. What would it be like to be so present and vulnerable that anything could change this quickly and with such ease? What if ease was ok? What if being vulnerable was actually a gift?
I hope this post gifts to you in some way.
The next time you are feeling intense what would happen if you asked the question "is this intensity or potency?" and then get really aggressively present.
Stay In The Curiosity,