It's funny because a few days ago I gave up fighting.
I just started nodding and biting my tongue mostly.
Going ok sure, even when my awareness is glaring in the destruction of possibility these choices create.....
I thought I was looking for ease.
I bought that maybe if I just hush up a bit those that are using judgment to impel destruction at my future may get bored and move on for a while.....
I started to wonder if I will ever be able to just be me without having to defend or fight....
This sound clip just exploded everything for me
"Your whole life you have been giving in to others that need more than you do..." - Gary Douglas
Tears burst when I heard this... and he goes on... and my world changed....
Now I am asking where did I give up? Give in?
What is possible for me if I acknowledge this capacity and STOP judging myself for it?
What is possible for the warriors of a new reality?
What is possible for the world if we, the ones willing to fight, stop fighting ourselves and start destroying limited reality?
I am not stopping until I find out....